The Night I Became a Woman
My name is Rachel. I’m 34 years old now. I have fair skin, a slender body, and a smooth waist.
Even today, when people in the neighborhood see me, their eyes get fixed on me and they start drooling.
In my family, I have a 14-year-old son and a 10-year-old daughter. My husband is mostly away for work. I stay at home teaching the kids and managing the household. But this story is from the time when I wasn’t married yet and my virginity was taken for the first time.
At that time, my friend Molly and I had both just stepped into young womanhood. Molly was a bit more clever and mischievous than me. She had already had affairs with several boys, while I was a completely simple and straight girl. We both studied in the same school.
In my house were my mom and dad. I was their only child. They pampered me a lot and put full emphasis on studies.
So that their honor wouldn’t be hurt, I never even talked to any boys. I just quietly remained buried in my books.
In Molly’s house, besides her parents, there was an older brother, Sean. He was about five years older than us.
I used to call him Sean, and he treated me like his little sister. When we had trouble with studies, we would both ask him.
He would explain everything with great patience and love.
One day, I was sitting at home studying with my books open. Across from me, Mom and Dad were sitting discussing my marriage.
Dad was saying, “I’ve seen a nice boy. Good family. Will talk to his family soon and fix the marriage.”
Just then Molly came to my house and heard all this. She smiled and winked at me.
Mom looked at Molly and said, “Come, dear, sit. Where are you going? You just play around all day?”
Molly answered laughing, “Oh Auntie, we’re young now. Let us have some fun. Once married, where will we get the chance? There’s a fair at the park today. We’re going to swing under the oak tree.”
Mom’s face became a bit stern. She knew Molly well. Molly’s mischievous ways and mixing too much with boys didn’t please her. So she wanted to keep me away from Molly.
Still, Mom said, “Alright, fine. But come back home before evening. And don’t swing too high, you’ll fall.”
I was very happy. It was summer month. In our town, there were green parks everywhere. The oak trees were full.
Friends used to go there to swing. We both reached the park. Several girls were already swinging there. We also put up our swing and started swinging. Nearby, some boys were playing. Where there are girls, there are bound to be boys.
Among them was a boy named Nathan. He loved Molly a lot and always kept looking at her. Molly also secretly liked him,
although she was having an affair with another boy. Still, she couldn’t keep Nathan away.
Molly called Nathan to push the swing. Nathan started talking to Molly under the pretext of pushing the swing higher. Molly was answering with laughs.
I was nearby too, but then two or three of Nathan’s friends arrived and they also started hitting on me. I didn’t want to talk at all. So I kept swinging quietly. But Molly was stuck to Nathan.
Nathan would push her hard from behind, and when the swing came back, he would grab her waist or shoulder. Molly was laughing happily.
In this way, Molly and Nathan had a lot of fun. Then we both returned home. In the evening, Molly and I were sitting on the roof talking. Just then Sean passed by below. I called out to him, “Sean!”
He stopped and looked up, “What’s up, Rachel?”
I said, “I need some help with math.”
Sean smiled, “Okay. I’ll come in the evening. I’ll teach both of you together.”
I was very happy. I quickly made dinner, fed Mom and Dad, and said that I was going to the den to study with Sean.
In our house, there was a side room we called the den. No one would easily disturb us there. In the evening, Sean and Molly both arrived. We three sat on mats spread on the floor and started studying.
Mom had full trust in Sean. She knew that he managed household work and also helped with studies.
Sean was sitting between us two. Molly was weak in studies. She would get sleepy quickly. He would scold her, “Molly, pay attention. Don’t fall asleep.”
I was smart, so he would explain to me with great love. That day, Molly did fall asleep. She lay down beside me and slept.
Sean said, “Okay, let her sleep. We’ll wake her when the studying is done.”
Then he started teaching me. I was listening very carefully. In between, while writing something in my book, his hand would touch mine.
I would feel a bit shy but wouldn’t say anything. Then he stopped. I saw that his eyes were fixed on my breasts. I was leaning forward, so my cleavage was clearly visible through my blouse.
I became completely shy. My cheeks turned red. Our eyes met. Both of us panicked. He quickly looked down, and I also started looking at my book.
Then studying resumed. We kept talking. He would sometimes bring up other funny topics.
I would listen happily and ask questions. He would explain with great love. In between, he would pull my cheeks or put a light hand on my shoulder. We would both smile. Studying continued until about 10 PM. Then I went to sleep. Sean woke Molly and took her home.
Many days passed like this. Slowly, Sean’s behavior started changing. Now he would joke with me more.
During conversations, he would sit close to me. Sometimes he would lightly touch my waist, sometimes run fingers through my hair. I would laugh it off, but something strange started feeling in my heart.
One day, I was helping Mom with work at home. I was washing dishes and Mom was kneading dough.
Just then Molly arrived at the door. She came in laughing and said, “Come on Rachel, let’s go swing in the park. The weather is so nice today.”
Mom looked at us both with somewhat angry eyes. Her face became stern. Then she took a deep breath and said, “Seems we’ll have to get you married soon, Rachel. Now all you think about is playing.”
At this, Molly burst out laughing. She said, “Yes Auntie, quickly find a good groom for Rachel. Otherwise, this poor girl will just keep swinging and never get married.”
Mom scolded Molly, “You be quiet, Molly. It’s because of you that she’s also getting spoiled.”
But Molly and I both laughed and went outside. We friends reached the park. The swing was already set up there.
We grabbed the swing and started swinging hard. There was coolness in the air, oak leaves were rustling. I started looking around. Nathan was nowhere to be seen. “Molly, your boyfriend isn’t visible today? He’s always running here as soon as he sees the swing.”
Molly pursed her lips and said, “Yeah, not even enjoying swinging today. Don’t know why he didn’t come? Maybe some work came up.”
Just then Nathan’s friend came there. He quickly reached Molly and said, “Molly, Nathan is calling you to the fields. In the west where the cornfields are, that’s Nathan’s family’s land. He’ll meet you there. Go quickly.”
I immediately started stopping Molly. “No Molly, it’s not right to go there. What will you do alone in the fields? If Mom finds out, she’ll scold us badly.”
But Molly didn’t listen to me. She laughed and said, “Oh Rachel, don’t be scared. Nathan is there, right. Nothing will happen. Come with me.”
And she started pulling my hand. I couldn’t refuse and went with her. Soon we reached near the cornfields.
The fields were green, tall corn stalks standing. Nathan was visible in between. He was standing smiling.
He signaled Molly to come to him. We slowly went into the fields. In between the fields, there was a comfortable cot set up.
A white sheet was spread on it. There was shade because of the corn, and cool air was blowing.
Nathan looked at me and said, “Rachel, will you wait outside for us two? We need to talk some lovey-dovey stuff. Just for a little while.”
I looked at Molly. Molly smiled and signaled me to go. There was mischief in her eyes.
I unwillingly said, “Okay, I’m outside,” and went out from there.
I sat at the edge of the field. I broke some corn stalks and started sucking the sweet juice. Sweet juice was spreading in my mouth. I didn’t care much about what was happening inside.
I was sitting there sucking the corn. Sweet juice was spreading on my lips, and I was slowly enjoying licking it. Just then Nathan’s friend came. He sat very close to me without saying anything. His presence spread a strange heat in the air.
He said smiling, “So Rachel, you’re sitting here sucking corn juice, and over there your friend Molly is sucking the full juice of youth. Haven’t you seen how she’s lying under Nathan and both are lost in each other?”
Hearing his words, my cheeks flushed. I said hesitantly, holding my voice, “Don’t you feel ashamed talking like this?”
He laughed, his laughter had a mischievous sound. “Oh what’s there to be ashamed of, Rachel? This is the age to enjoy. See how much fun both are having. If you want, you can get the same fun.”
Saying this, he slowly held my hand. His fingers were warm and grip was strong. Then he brought his face closer to mine.
His breath was falling hot on my cheeks, near my lips. His eyes had a different shine that was scaring me.
I panicked. Heartbeat became fast. I tried to jerk my hand free. “Leave me,” I said, but there was trembling in my voice.
He was still smiling. “Oh Rachel, you’re acting childish. Don’t you really want to enjoy? See, your friend Molly is so happy. Lying under Nathan, her whole body is moving. Come, I’ll show you from close, maybe you’ll also change your mind.”
Hearing his words, anger and shame both surged in me. I pulled my hand with full force, then quickly slapped his cheek. The sound echoed all around.
“Never do such an act again,” I said angrily. “I’m not that kind of girl.”
He started glaring at me while rubbing his cheek. Anger was clearly visible in his eyes. Without saying anything else, he got up and left from there.
I remained sitting there alone. The corn was still in my hand, but now its taste seemed bland. Something was starting to happen inside me.
It felt like someone had thrown a stone in my calm mind. The mind suddenly became restless. Again and again, I was remembering the pressure of his fingers on my hand. His body lightly touching mine. His hot breath falling on my face, all this was spinning in my mind.
My breathing was also becoming a bit fast now. There was a strange tingling in my body. I closed my eyes, but that sensation was becoming even more intense and disturbing me.
I unwillingly started thinking all this. The thought kept spinning in my mind that what would Mona and Nathan be doing inside right now.
Had Nathan really pinned Mona down completely? Would Mona really be lying under him, her moans audible?
I would try to shake off these thoughts, but they would return even more strongly. My body was still trembling. The memory of that friend’s hot breath, his touch, everything was making me restless.
Finally, I couldn’t bear it. I slowly got up and quietly started moving inside. Heartbeat was echoing in my ears.
I had gone only a little distance when I saw both of them. I hid behind a tree and started watching. My breath stopped. Both were completely naked.
Molly was on her knees taking Nathan’s cock in her mouth and sucking hard. Nathan was standing,
he had held her head with both hands. His eyes were closed and he was slowly moving his hips pushing into Molly’s mouth.
Molly’s eyes were also closed, cheeks were puffed, and lips were pressed around the cock. Her tongue was moving around the tip of the cock.
After some time, Molly got up and lay on the cot. She spread her legs. Nathan came between her. He held his cock in his hand, placed it at Molly’s pussy, and pushed it in with one jerk.
Molly jumped up hard, her mouth opened, and a long moan came out. Then both started at a fast pace.
Nathan held Molly’s shoulders strongly and started pushing hard. With every thrust, Molly’s whole body was moving. Her breasts were waving up and down. Molly’s moans were now becoming louder.
“Ah… Nathan… harder…” she was muttering. Nathan was also drenched in sweat, his breathing was getting heavy. Both bodies were colliding with each other, making slapping sounds.
I was watching all this and my breathing was becoming fast. I knew that Molly had slept with many boys before, but today for the first time I was seeing her getting fucked from so close.
Sensation was running in my pussy. It felt like a hot tap had opened below my stomach. My pussy had become wet, juice was slowly flowing.
My breathing became heavy, I unknowingly rubbed my thighs together. Both of their fucking was now reaching climax.
Nathan’s thrusts had become faster. Molly’s moans were now turning into screams. I understood that it was now going to end.
Fearfully, I retreated from there and quietly came outside and sat at my place. After some time, Molly came fixing her hair, her face red. There was still that same shine in her eyes.
She smiled and said, “Come Rachel, let’s go home now.”
We both returned home. In the evening, Sean came again to teach. That day my mind was not at all in studying. Again and again, that scene would come before my eyes. Molly again quickly went into deep sleep and lay sleeping beside me.
When Sean saw me in this condition, he said, “Rachel, what happened to you today? You’re not paying attention to studies at all.”
I panicked a bit, but controlling myself said, “Nothing like that. I’m focusing. Just don’t know why mind isn’t settling today.”
Sean looked at me, then smiled lightly. There was a different shine in his eyes. He closed the book and slowly said, “No problem. Today I’ll teach you something interesting.”
Then Sean started teaching in a slightly different manner. Now he was talking to me more than teaching from the book. I wasn’t enjoying the studies that much,
but the laughter and jokes going on in between, I was really liking that. There was a special sweetness in his words that was lightly touching me.
While teaching, Sean’s old habit was that he would touch me. Sometimes he would run his hand on my waist, sometimes lovingly pull my cheek, sometimes place his hand lightly on my thighs and caress.
I wouldn’t pay much attention to all this, just laugh it off. Every time I laughed, Sean would look at me with loving eyes and smiling would say, “You know Rachel, you look very cute when you laugh. You become very beautiful.”
Hearing his praise, I felt shy. Redness spread on my cheeks and I looked the other way. Then Sean moved even closer to me.
He sat so close that our bodies were touching each other. He gently held my face in both hands and captured my eyes in his eyes. There was deep desire in his eyes.
He said in a slow, deep voice, “You are really very beautiful, Rachel. Your face, your eyes, your lips… and this shape of your body… everything tears my heart apart. It feels like there won’t be any fairy more beautiful than you.”
Saying all this, he brought his face even closer to mine. His hot breath was falling on my cheeks, on my lips.
The heat of his breath was spreading in my whole body. I don’t know what had happened to me. I was looking into his eyes and feeling his breath, feeling both a strange peace and excitement.
The heat that had awakened inside me in the morning watching Molly and Nathan’s fucking, was now flaring up again. My breathing became fast.
Sean was holding my face in his palms. We were sitting so close that his chest was touching my chest.
I said in a faltering voice, “Sean… Molly is sleeping right here. If she wakes up and sees us in this condition, what will she think? We shouldn’t do this. This is… sin. I don’t want to do this.”
Sean said smiling lightly, “There’s no such thing as sin, Rachel. Life is given to enjoy. What will you get by being scared?
And Molly is in deep sleep, she won’t wake up now. Until someone wakes her, she’ll keep sleeping.”
Saying this, he pulled my face even closer. Our lips were now just a few inches away. Complete silence had fallen in the room.
Only the sound of both our breathing could be heard. My eyes were slowly closing. Sean’s lips started rubbing lightly against my lips. At first, it was just a touch, then slowly the pressure increased.
I was trying my best not to respond, but my body didn’t listen to me. His hot breath, the softness of his lips… everything was pulling me.
I unknowingly rubbed my lips against his lips too. Sean took my lower lip between his lips and slowly started sucking.
His tongue started sliding on my lips. I was also now responding to him. My hands unknowingly rested on his shoulders.
He was lovingly sucking my lips. Sometimes upper lip, sometimes lower, sometimes taking both together in his mouth. His tongue entered my mouth and started playing with my tongue.
Both our breaths became one. My chest was moving up and down fast. A sweet tingling was running in my body. For a while, we kept sucking each other’s lips. Sean was lovingly sucking my lips, his tongue entering my mouth and playing with my tongue.
Meanwhile, his palms were sliding on my cheeks, lightly scratching. My soft cheeks had now turned red, as if someone had rubbed rose petals.
When the kiss ended, we both looked away shyly. Our breathing was running fast badly, chests moving up and down. It felt like we had run very far.
Then there was movement in the room. Molly turned over, her dress rustled. We both quickly separated. Sean quickly started gathering his books,
I also put my book aside and started fixing my hair. Sean came to me again. This time he hugged me tightly in his arms.
My soft chest pressed against his strong chest. My whole body was rubbing against his body. His hot breath was falling on my face, near my ear.
I unknowingly put both my hands around his neck. He wrapped his waist around my waist, pulled me even closer.
Then his lips came on my lips again. This time the kiss was even deeper. He was sucking my lower lip, biting the upper lip.
I was also now responding to him, my tongue tangling with his tongue. After some time, we separated. Sean kept kissing my face – first on cheeks, then on neck, then again on lips.
With every kiss of his, an earthquake had occurred inside me. Heat was spreading in my pussy, juice flowing like water. My pussy had become completely wet,
sensation running between thighs. I was feeling very intense sensation, body trembling. Then we separated. It was almost 10 PM.
Sean slowly said, “We’ll continue the rest tomorrow.”
Then he lightly woke Molly, talked a bit, and left. I lay alone on the bed, tossing and turning, sleep wasn’t coming. The next day, the same thing happened. In the morning we both went swinging. There, Molly was enjoying with Nathan.
I saw them from afar – Molly was sitting in Nathan’s lap, both were laughing, hands and legs intertwined. This caused an earthquake in my pussy again.
During evening studies, Molly fell asleep again. Sean grabbed me, started kissing and fondling. His hands were sliding on my body, lips on my lips, cheeks, neck.
But I was very scared. I didn’t want anything more to happen. For many days, I only allowed him this much – kissing, hugging, light touching. After that, he would leave and I would sleep. But the feeling of sin was increasing in my mind.
I was doing this with my friend’s brother, whom I considered my brother. I was feeling regret, feeling the burden of sin.
I wanted my husband to be the one to break my virginity. But now that didn’t seem possible. One day, I went to Molly’s house for some work.
I found out that Molly and her parents had gone to a relative’s house for a few hours. Only Sean was home at home.
As soon as I went inside, Sean became very happy seeing me. Shine came in his eyes. He quickly called me inside and closed the door. He made me sit on the sofa and sat beside me.
Sean said, “Tell me Rachel, what brings you here at this time? Was there some work?”
I said hesitantly, “Yes… no… just like that.”
Sean laughed and came even closer to me. He sat very close. He put his hand on my shoulder, slowly started caressing and said, “I understand. You came to meet Molly. But she’s not here today. Everyone will come in the evening. You can sit with me until then.”
I got up to leave. Then Sean grabbed my waist from behind. His palms tightened on my waist.
He put his lips on my neck, slowly started kissing and licking. I was startled, tried to free myself. “Sean… please leave… please…” but he was holding tight.
Then he turned me toward him. He wrapped me in his arms. My chest pressed against his chest. He put his lips on my lips.
I resisted for a while, tried to push him away with my hands. But there was no benefit. His tongue was sliding on my lips, heat spreading in my body.
My heart also started fluttering. Resistance weakened. I slowly started sucking his lips. Sean was sucking my lips while caressing my waist with his palms.
His strong fingers slowly slid down and came to my buttocks. He was pressing both buttocks hard, massaging.
The heat of his palms was spreading in my whole body, as if fire had caught. I was fully participating in his lip sucking. My tongue was tangling with his tongue,
breaths becoming one. Then suddenly he lifted me in his arms. My legs wrapped around his waist.
He took me to the bedroom and slowly laid me down. Then he climbed on top of me. His weight was on me, but the pressure felt sweet. He kept kissing my cheeks, then returned to my lips.
His lips were sucking my lips again and again, biting, licking. I was enjoying it, but in some corner of my mind, the feeling of sin was pricking repeatedly.
I was thinking this was very wrong, Sean was my brother, but my body was now listening to him. He got up and took off his shirt.
Then he also took off his pants and returned to me in only his underwear. His chest was broad and warm. He started sucking my lips again. In between, he was pressing my breasts over my clothes.
My nipples had become hard, clearly felt even over the clothes. Then he started removing my clothes. First my top, then bra, then skirt. I covered my face with both palms in shame. He had made me completely naked. For the first time, I was naked like this in front of someone.
My breasts were lifted in the air, nipples hard and pink. My waist was thin, buttocks round. I was feeling very shy, I kept lying with eyes closed.
Sean bent over both my breasts. He took one nipple in his mouth and started sucking. His tongue was moving around the nipple, lightly biting.
Then the other. My moans were coming out. Then he went downward. On my stomach, navel, waist, kissing and reaching near my pussy. He spread my legs. My pussy was completely wet, juice flowing. He took out his tongue and ran it on my pussy. Then he put his tongue inside and started sucking.
His tongue was moving on my clitoris, going in and out of my pussy. I started tossing. My waist was lifting, legs trembling.
The lust had increased so much that I had stopped thinking that he was my brother. I unknowingly pressed his head into my pussy.
I moaned, “Ooofff… don’t do this… this is all wrong…”
But he kept licking my pussy, ignoring my words. His tongue had become fast. My moans were now turning into screams. Then he came up. He took off his underwear. His cock was huge and hard, veins swollen. He placed his cock on my pussy and started pushing.
My pussy was very tight, the cock wasn’t going in. He applied spit, then pushed hard. A few inches went in.
I jerked, screamed in pain. Tears started flowing. He kept caressing my breasts, rubbing my cheeks, comforting me. “Calm down my love… you’ll enjoy it now…”
He kept saying and slowly kept pushing the cock inside. I was moaning, crying. The pain was unbearable. Finally, the whole cock went inside.
My pussy felt like it had torn. Blood started flowing, feeling hot. I was crying. He was quieting me, kissing me. The pain was so much that I couldn’t bear it.
He slowly pulled the cock out, then pushed it back in. Every time the pain was decreasing. He pulled out the whole cock, which was red with blood.
I looked at my pussy and tears flowed more. He got up, washed his cock. Then he cleaned my pussy with a wet cloth. There was burning in my pussy, but he kept saying, “You’ll enjoy it now, please once more… my fairy…”
He kept playing with my body, caressing my breasts, sucking nipples, licking neck. After some time, the burning subsided. The pain was now less.
I clung to his arms. I was sobbing. But he wasn’t affected. He was lovingly kissing me.
I got up and started putting on clothes.